What I see/feel: she is a mess right now. If she didnt want to be there last night, she definitely didnt want to be there today. I wouldn’t be surprised if she is a no show at the second engagement today. She is mentally done. I see her pacing back and forth, crying begging for her not to go, harry is trying to calm her down and remind her that they have to. She doesnt want to at all, she is feeling the ice and it burns. All of the rules, the fact that everyone has thrown their hands up with dealing with them, and now Charles is dealing with her especially from across the room.
All in all what I’m seeing in the cards is her walking away. She doesnt care what happens, doesnt care about the consequences, she just wants out. She’s done, this is causing a lot of stress and that happy place is not working right now. When she walks away she wont have a plan laid out because it will something sudden even though it was bound to happen. It’s odd that this is coming from meghan rather than harry, possibly the hormones are making her even more reckless.